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people you meet or come into contact with are there for a reason or a season.

When you figure out which one it is, you will know what to do for each person. When someone is in your life for a REASON. . . It is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support,to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually.They may seem like a godsend, and they are!They are there for the reason you need them to be.Then, without any wrongdoing on your part,or at an inconvenient time, this person will sayor do something to bring the relationship to an end.Sometimes they die.Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met,our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered. And now it is time to move on.Then people come into your life for a SEASON....Because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn.They bring you an experience of peace, or make you laugh.They may teach you something you have never done.They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.Believe it! It is real! But, only for a season.LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons: things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Repressed Emotions.

Subject: The Suppression and Repression of Emotion is perhaps the core problem in society. To be subjective: I see people walking around pretending they: are happier than they are, are more in control than they are, are more satisfied with their options than they are, are not sad, are not filled with longing, are not aware that they long ago cut off that longing, are not horrified by the comprimises they have made and that seem inevitable, not scared, have a positive outlook and so on. Certainly most people can admit they pretend like this when they are down, in crisis, temporarily, on occasion, but I think it runs deeper than that.

Let's set aside the damage this pretending (suppression, repression) does to our bodies are hearts. Let's just look at it in practical terms.

Affects are THE CORE MOTIVATIONAL sources in us. They are the mother of energy adn invention.

the more we pretend things feel better than they do, the more stoic we are, the more we use our minds (pay close attention philosophers) to convince our emotions that we should be happy with what he have, the more we stifle our ability to change things, to move things in the direction of a world we actually would like more.

All the stiff upper lip, be a man and take it, there are people starving in ___________, be more objective, don't let your emotions run away with you, there are plenty of fish in the sea, don't indulge, life is comprimise platitudes are used against the natural emotional reactions, the more we counter change. Philosophy offers vastly more subtle and complicated versions of these platitudes, but however smart philosophers adn their groupies think they are, they believe in axiomatic judgements of emotions (and thereby themselves, and certainly anyone less cut off from their emotions) for reasons they themselves probably do not understand.

It just seems obvious and they can come up with horrible examples of whiners/pertpetual victims to make the suppression of emotions seem proper. And they can come up with fantasies about what WOULD INEVITABLY happen on a personal and societal level if we accepted emotions and their expression much much more.

But these are fantasies, based on fear. Fear that is not felt.

I don't expect you to care about me

I don't expect you to know me,

or even understand,

don't expect you to love me,

or even hold my hand.

Don't expect you to call me,

or even read my rhyme,

don't expect you hear me,

or even give me time.

Don't expect you to see me,

or even know I'm there,

don't expect you to recognize me,

or even pretend you care.

Don't expect you to believe me,

or even blink an eye,

don't expect you to follow me,

or even wish to try.

Don't expect you to befriend me,

or even wish to smile,

don't expect you to laugh with me,

or even spend awhile.

Don't expect you to notice me,

or even if you do,

don't expect you to trust me,

or even think it through.

Don't expect you to read my words,

or even give a hoot,

don't expect you to vote upwards,

or even mildly impute.


Tomorrow is 12-12-12.... This lifetime's last exact date sequence.... Do something you'll never forget.... Do something you'll never regret.... Do something crazy.... Do something cheesy.... Do something you've never done before..... Do something you swear not to do any more.... Do something extra ordinary.... Do something worth the memory.... For years from now stories will be delved.... of what you did on Twelve-Twelve-Twelve.... )


Intuition: Recognizing Your Inner Wisdom "The only real valuable thing is intuition." - Albert Einstein

Intuition is the power and ability to acquire knowledge without inference, observation or the use of reason. It can be defined too as the act of knowing or sensing without the use of rational processes and that feelings, hunches, ideas, impressions and suspicions are related to things. Did you ever have a hunch about a certain job, person or event that you followed and prevented an unpleasant situation?

Your intuition is always right because it is based on all you know at that specific moment. By complementing knowledge, your intuition can be used to protect and guide you through the relationships and circumstances of your life. It is important for you to understand that your intuition is accurate only within the present moment and it is personal and subjective. At this moment your intuition might tell you to do something a certain way and then as time passes and you acquire more information your intuition may provide you with a different choice.

based on the universal law of unity you are connected to everyone and part of God Source. Because of this oneness, you have the ability to access all universal wisdom and knowledge. Your intuition is the connection you have to God Source. Imagine your consciousness is like a computer. The computer is incapable of performing certain functions when it is not connected to the World Wide Web. As you connect your computer to the World Wide Web you instantly have millions of bits of information accessible through your computer. As you connect to Universal Mind, you have instant access to the Universal Wide Web of unlimited wisdom and knowledge.

Intuition is knowing without the use of the physical senses or reasoning. You know because the knowledge is just simply there in a seemingly invisible and unknown source. The information is provided to you because it is useful to you at a specific moment in time. Learn to look within and know that all knowledge is within you.

Edgar Cayce said that intuition is our highest form of psychic ability. As you develop your intuitive ability to see, hear and feel the signs of wisdom provided to you, you can create a life of peace, joy, contentment and happiness.

Trust your impressions and hunches about all situations. Recognize your inner knowing and you will truly create a beautiful life. As Eileen Caddy said, “Cease trying to work everything out with your minds. It will get you nowhere. Live by intuition and inspiration and let your whole life be a Revelation.”

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people you meet or come into contact with are there for a reason or a season., posted December 18th, 2012, 1 comment
Repressed Emotions., posted December 16th, 2012
I don't expect you to care about me, posted December 13th, 2012
12.12.12., posted December 11th, 2012
intuition, posted December 4th, 2012

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